May 2012
8 posts
Remember
When you told me that after that one day -it seemed like a part of the fire I had in me died ?
Well today- the rest of whatever was still burning completely died.
Today- tonight
It would’ve been really nice to talk to someone. Especially you. It’s all different. -every single thing that happens there is memory flash. & it hurts.
& him. I want to hate him so much.
April 2012
11 posts
I have never drank so much caffeine before
When freshmen are best friends with their...
onthebanksoftheredcedar:
WHEN I SIT DOWN TO TAKE MY LAST FINAL
howdoiputthisgently:
How I feel when I hear Hail to the Victors
onthebanksoftheredcedar:
When someone asks me if I did the reading
onthebanksoftheredcedar:
I will Thank you for one thing...
thanks to you guys…
I have met some of the sweetest nicest people
I'm really Starting to think that this is just a...
Because there are moments when those memories flash
& it hurts but in the same moment they’re pushed back.
…It’s how I handle everything like this
Rather be with you
He sends a friend To ask me if I’m interested I see you coming my way with a smile You say “He’s the guy, you caught his eye But he’s afraid to come over he’s a little shy so, Why don’t you come talk for a while?” But I see your smile baby [[The messenger may take the prize]] And you see the look in my eyes It’s you and me But then you call...
I don't know who to trust anymore when it comes...
March 2012
20 posts
As long as I'm here...
that part of the reality won’t set in.
So I’m trying to stay here as long as I possibly I can
When people all stare, I’ll pretend I don’t hear them talk Whenever I feel your memory is breaking my heart I’ll swallow my pride and Bite my tongue -Pretend I’m ok with it all Act like there’s nothing wrong Is it over yet? Can I open my eyes? Is this as hard as it gets? If anyone asks, I’ll tell them we just grew apart Yeah what do I care if they believe me or...
So Sick of Feeling Miserable
the guy at the att store asked me what happened to my voice and if i was really sick. I told him no I was drinking water and someone made me laugh and I choked on the water. -He laughed & told me to stick to the “really sick” story. -_______________-
“Doctor, where ya at?
Give me something
I need your loving
You got that kind...”
– Turn Me On
I Hope You Find It
These clouds ain’t goin nowhere Rain keeps comin down I just thought I’d try to call u For u got too far out of town & I hope that u get this message that I’m leaving for u Cuz I hate that u left without hearing the words I need u too & I Hope You Find it What you’re looking for & I hope its everything u dreamed your life would be & so much more & I hope...
What do You want me to say?
That nothing is going to change?
That everything is alright?
That this isn’t hard?
That we’ll still manage to be there for each other?
—-I’m sorry “it was just a broken heart talking”—
I almost don't want to see you....
Because maybe it would just be easier that way
"you know he was a good boss when the first time...
I Really Just Want to Go Home Now.
I Never want to take any medicine ever. again.
I just Love when my family forgets to mention...
that the high school has like mid breaks for lunch and my brother and a million of his friends may come treading through the house…while i am:
yesterday -in the shower and walking around in my bathrobe
today -in my pajamas eating breakfast -literally straight out of bed.
-______-
Never explain yourself. Your friends don’t need it...
"We love Bad Boyz"
ahhh can’t get this song out of my head
February 2012
22 posts
Dang it! -losing my voice -Awesome
[[If I lose my voice, which is pretty rare, it goes away completely and takes like 2 weeks to come back]]
Crazyy Weekend
played mario kart on the wii and sucked at it
got t-bell
had 6 hour Dance rehearsals
went out 2 nights
stayed up till 5am both nights
played apples apples
= Dead tired & no homework done
The ironic moments in my life are adding up to a...
They say, Never regret anything that once made you...
But not when that one thing causes much more pain grief and frustration in the long run.
Weird but -When everything Goes wrong...
I come running back to you. -Even in my dreams.
And for those few minutes, Everything wrong is forgotten.
“Am I suppose to put my life on hold
Because you don’t know how to act?...”
– This is currently my song
Let's Keep the Party Going All Night Long
I like you -Put your number in my phone
U heard me right so call me when you’re all alone
Don’t make plans
Come on with me we’ll stay up all night long
I want you, & I want U bad